About Seretonin

Reality is not protected or defended by laws, proclamations, ukases, cannons and armadas. Reality is that which is sprouting all the time out of death and disintegration.

I'm officially a college student, yay for me a new batch of idiots to deal with just older and some much older. Luckily it seems like a good place. Everyone looks like they enjoy being there everyday and learning the material being taught to us. Its a very positive environment. I like it there. One of the classes I am currently taking is psychology and its not my best class but I do enjoy it. Learning more and more about how the mind works and why certain people do those things they do...fascinating. There is still much I have to learn but considering how MY mind works I'll get easily bored of it and move on to the next thing that catches my attention. For what I'm currently going into college for I have completely gotten over it and dont feel like I actually have to continue my education any further. At this point going to college is just "something to do." It keeps me busy and....well thats just it I need to stay busy or I'll just explode with rage and kill anyone who gets in my way.

I have been a fan of Criss Angel and what he does since his first show of Mindfreak. Ever since then I wanted to know everything about him and continue watching anything and everything he was in. I became a loyal on this site little over a year ago and at the beginning it was all fun but after awhile everyone strayed and drama happened so I turned away more and more. Finally since the last season of Mindfreak I got tired of the show the man and this site. I got bored. I had my fill. It was fun, exciting, awesome, breathe-taking, mind-blowing, stressing (especially stressing) and any other "cool" words you can think of -.- But It got old after awhile of seeing the exact same thing over and over again in as many different ways he can think of. Soon he'll run out of ideas and we'll still like him as much as we did the first time we ever saw him do something that would freak our minds. Doesnt make me any less of a loyal just because I get bored of him. Once he does something else that will actually impress me I'll watch again(with the exception of the last stunt he did this season, that one was pretty good). Lately in this season and in the others there were times where he sort just showed off how much money he had by taking time on the show to show off his new rides that he buys. Does anyone really care? Its more like hes bragging and trying to show off rather than do magic. I'm not trying to say anything bad about the guy but really do we need to know what cars he drives? Is it supposed to be an incentive for people to work hard like him so we could one day own that much useless stuff? For now it was great while it lasted. Criss Angel is still THE MINDFREAK and I'm still apart of the Loyal

The wretched blood runs through my veins. I lurk in the shadows and play psychological mind games. There are those who prey on the weak and those that are weak enough to be the prey. The world and people in it are useless. For the most part very few of us are gifted with abilities no one else has. Where to begin on explaining any of this to you, there is no point. I have thought many times that I do not belong here. In this place, in this city, state, planet, galaxy, universe. Just recently i have put much thought about admitting myself into and institution. There i can be guarded and protected from myself. I will have no one else to worry about but myself, besides the other obvious intrusions I will be alone with my thoughts. Out here I cant be alone there is constant movement and idiocy. Constant change for the worst....I HATE change. The things going on in my head are both things you would find disgusting and disturbing. I would not have it any other way. Professional help is not enough. No one could handle it. I find that hilarious.

This is entertainment. Lies are entertainment. I am lie that you adore. You are down on your knees, begging me for more. If you think the living in the moment life of excess is the answer, its not. I know youre all not strong enough to be like me I see it everyday I know how completely weak all of you people really are. Everyone has given up on you and there is no one strong enough to reach out to you and pull you up from your downward spiraling life. I can imagine you sitting on your couch vegging out smoking your illegal substances hanging on its every magical trick. Oohing and Aahing at its "powers" on you. Unlike you people my mind is clear and strong it hasnt been polluted with barbituants and poison like beer and cigarettes(not anymore anyway). Never has anyone seen someone like me before. All you have to do is look me in my eyes (and if you survive) and realize I laughed in the face of temptation time and time again. I have never tapped out to societies school yard attempts at peer pressure. You try to stick a beer in my hand with the same commercials that have hypnotized you people and that sell you all your narcotics and things youre addicted to. Well I'm harder than any alcohol you can drink I'm straighter than any line you can shoot up your nose and i certainly can hurt you more than any pill you put on your tongue. But i do have one vice its a very dangerous vice. In fact its more dangerous than anything all of you people are addicted to. I cant get enough of it but unlike your typical monkey on your back its more like an.....